Day 4

Mercys first birthday. She's such a happy little chunky girl. Woke up irritated and tired again. Can't seem to get Amanda out of my head. Fuck the others. They're nothing to me but the abusive pieces of shit. But as soon as I stand up for myself at 31 I'm a bad guy and she's done with me. She doesn't understand but why can't she respect my view and right to feel how I feel. 

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